First of all, HAPPY HALLOWEEN! So yesterday I found out about this great video; *Here's the continuation* Dang, I haven't been so inspired since yesterday's cat post. (Just kidding.) You really need to hear this video out if you are interested in this world. But out of all the videos on this matter and having my interest spiked up because of this particular video , I felt like I needed to write about it, as I'm continuously learning on the matter and it's truly fucking fascinating. Excuse my swear words. I understand that people see videos about what they are particularly interested about. That's why "Gucci Gang" and whatevs are so famous. Wait... IS THAT IT? I mean, is society that much obliterated to the point that that dude has more followers than Ted Talks . So I'm assuming people pay more attention to handbags and having material objects than to actual intelectual talks. There's an audience for all. People could be bot

First of all, let me start with a selfie. Today. Just because this is a post about the latest thing I figured it works for me. I'm not sure why would you be interested in it, but if you try it for yourself and it does work, leave me a comment.  Also with my favorite song, which kinda sets the mood for the whole post; A brief introduction: I lived in exclusion, by my own initiative from the world since 2012. It has been 6 years, I finally understood what's been wrong about me; I stopped talking to myself: my creative ideas stopped flowing, my language skills dropped and my overall intelligence (not much, still valuable) also deceased (decreased). I started doubting myself because of constant opinionated people in my life, going from "the world is mine" to "I'm a pathetic excuse of a person who's aiming for a mediocre life just because everyone else is doing it." I said "I'm ready to surrender  my dreams and settle. I'

Hello everyone. I'm trying really hard to update this, even if I don't know exactly what to talk about, I'm just going to continue rambling instead. So I visited GoogleTrends , in order to pick a niche, or to find something to talk about that didn't include make-up, fashion, food, or any other thing that now a days kids and youtubers are constantly talking about. I know this might result in a lack of interest from other people, but I seriously cannot see myself filming a youtube tutorial or write a 2,000 word description on how to apply eyeliner, when everyone knows how to do that. I wanted more substancial, something that had to do with MY interests. I typed in "Goth" and it led me to "Gothic (lifestyle)". Everyone knows that there aren't many goths out there anymore and 1980's-2009's era is looong gone, so it was expected to see a massive dropping on it. Notice how I chose from 2004 forward. But it's also important