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Petrichor

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Figured I wouldn't remove the credit, even if it's ugly AF. Hello dearest moon children. Yesterday there was a raging thunderstorm that started out of the blue and all I can smell is Petrichor now. I'm currently in dying need of go sit outside just to enjoy while it lasts. I'm so in love with it. Kinda reminds me of the old days when my parents were still living in Portugal and I got to school, the sky was dark it had been raining forever. It provides such a pleasant, zenful state of mind. Now and luckily far from that era, life seems a little bit more complicated. Or perhaps it isn't and we tend to complicate everything; words can be misplaced, humans don't generally know how to interpret others. They assume what they think it's right on their head. It's important to clarify subjects, always. How funny is this, personally I don't believe in horoscopes, but I read them because sometimes it offers insightful advice, such as the one for

The Quiet Corner of The World

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"Falling for you is my biggest regret, The harder I love you, the sicker I get, When I scream from the top of my lungs: Do you love me? Do you love me?"*** When you're perfectly quiet and someone comes to shake up that inner peace. They make you believe they're a bit of your soul embodied in another living being; They sneak inside your own bit of soul and sometimes you realize and try to fight it. We've got our own demons, what makes people think we need theirs? It makes you confused, because that peace is too good. You want them to be there but at the same time you don't. You're used to be alone with your thoughts, believe love doesn't exist because some random person you'd die for broke your heart. But still against your better judgment and your heart saying 'yes' but your head saying 'no', you allow them into the circle you call heart. Sometimes you don't realize they're sneaking in and only notice when it

Tokyo 2020

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Do you guys know that feeling of 'this feels right', you are actually feeling it with your heart and mind, but your brain keeps telling you to be careful and not go so fast? Second guessing is okay, although not everyone can feel it. It's like you're entering a new place.  You feel comfortable, but can't shake off that feeling of 'new' and 'unknown'. Same thing happens with people. We take a while to adjust to them and we take a while to adjust the fact they're gone. The thing I honestly love the most is studying Society and the way humans react to other humans. I've seen things that utterly shocked me, from flamboyant pieces of shit that have no shame on their faces come and hit on you, to co-workers that simply crucify other co worker's for doing things their way. From family and friends to drag you on the mud by the neck for not drinking or going to parties like other kids do. This makes me sick. I guess this is what you get f

A Realization.

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Hello sweet Sakura petals! I have some really important news for you. At least they are, to me. I mean... Inspiration hit me since yesterday, but then this morning I saw the newest Dumbo trailer and completely lost it.. *long, sad face*. Why would anyone do a live action of Dumbo, cast Colin Farrell, Eva Green and a bunch of A-List actors who actually don't fit the roles? I haven't even seen Dumbo, nor want to. The only Disney Movies I care about are The Lion King and The Emperor's New Groove. (To be honest, the second one is the greatest animated movie of all time). Tim Burton you're being one of the biggest disappointments of my 25 years of life. I realized how over rated Nightmare Before Christmas actually is, and now it kinda makes me nauseous. Perhaps because it's always on TV now and people think it funny seeing Jack, who has become an icon for Halloween and cosplaying him all the time, although I have a dark personality and that's one of the