Do you guys know that feeling of 'this feels right', you are actually feeling it with your heart and mind, but your brain keeps telling you to be careful and not go so fast? Second guessing is okay, although not everyone can feel it. It's like you're entering a new place.  You feel comfortable, but can't shake off that feeling of 'new' and 'unknown'. Same thing happens with people. We take a while to adjust to them and we take a while to adjust the fact they're gone. The thing I honestly love the most is studying Society and the way humans react to other humans. I've seen things that utterly shocked me, from flamboyant pieces of shit that have no shame on their faces come and hit on you, to co-workers that simply crucify other co worker's for doing things their way. From family and friends to drag you on the mud by the neck for not drinking or going to parties like other kids do. This makes me sick. I guess this is what you get f

That's right. When you look at this, what do you see? "Omg, it's miso soup!!" right? Yeah sure, it is. We all assume that is the tastiest thing on the planet. It's actually not. It tastes like fish (because of the seaweed), smells like alcohol (which I had to boil to a point of exhaustion to make sure it evaporated) and otherwise tastes like absolutely nothing. Add a bit of soy sauce, it tastes ONLY like soy sauce. When I went shopping the other day, I saw these ready-to-go Miso soups in a sachet: It looks yummy on the photo, so I thought "that's a good fast Japanese meal" (because I'm somewhat lazy to cook). Upon reading the ingredients, which I should have done instead of buying it on a whim, I read in bold " contains alcohol " to my dismay. I've mentioned this before, I'm Straight Edge. Alcohol and me do not combine. Everyone in the videos mentioned "do not boil". But I did. Otherwise how would th

Oh no, I'm going to be hanged because of this one. Unpopular opinion: Not everyone likes cats. I mean, come on. Look at these little pests that do nothing but harm those around them: No, I'm not being funny. I honestly cannot see where those animals make great living pets. I had several cats over the years when growing up. Confessing, I don't recall enough that time. Although in recent years, I did try to rescue one, he was so cute and calm. My sister called it "Ed". But it had a brother, which was a very shameless, invertebrate version of Ed that climbed everywhere and made a mess all the time.* I realized that I simply cannot sleep with animals that I cannot understand where they are with my eyes closed (Kitty Softpaws y'all). Gives me the creeps to see my bedroom door moving or to hear that something's walking on my houses' laminated floor. Like this. And imagine having multiple cats: Fucking creepy. Dogs are brute. You w

You read that correctly. That's the description of myself that I came up with, today. We all have the tools to improve ourselves. Take like, someone who wants to exercise but finds excuses not to, for example: - I'm too tired today. - Gyms are expensive. - Too much of a bother to take a trip to the gym. - Don't want to make a fool of myself in front of others. - Don't want to run on the street because it's dangerous. The list goes on. (By the way, those are the excuses I use on a daily basis.) I mean, come on. That's what I would look like on a treadmill. Instead, I found out this amazing thing called *drum roll* YOGA. It's great because it makes you sweat, specially if you are on a fast-paced exercise.  The thing I love the most is; my back and neck aches are gone and these breathing exercises really work.  The other day I was at my job and had to go talk with the administrative (which I hate) and my heart was pounding too fast. So I t

Hello dear reader. First of all let me thank you for keeping up with my blog if you do, and let me also apologize as I try to update every other day, sometimes it's hard for me because I think it would come out as bothersome for you. So today I was (again) figuring out what to do with my life and I think I have a pretty good idea. Although to be able to conclude it, I need some sort of marketing experience, which I have exactly none. Perhaps you don't know, but I'm not really a fan of universities/colleges or any institution that would force me to stay there for the minimum amount of 3 years to get a degree. (Oh no, commitment problems y'all!) I always thought that there were other good opportunities to get the experience, even if 98% of the jobs ask for a graduate degree. Shortcuts. Life is made for shortcuts, losers. Anyway, I started searching again online, but this time for something specific, such as marketing. Before, there were languages, psychology, cri

Hello everyone. I'm trying really hard to update this, even if I don't know exactly what to talk about, I'm just going to continue rambling instead. So I visited GoogleTrends , in order to pick a niche, or to find something to talk about that didn't include make-up, fashion, food, or any other thing that now a days kids and youtubers are constantly talking about. I know this might result in a lack of interest from other people, but I seriously cannot see myself filming a youtube tutorial or write a 2,000 word description on how to apply eyeliner, when everyone knows how to do that. I wanted more substancial, something that had to do with MY interests. I typed in "Goth" and it led me to "Gothic (lifestyle)". Everyone knows that there aren't many goths out there anymore and 1980's-2009's era is looong gone, so it was expected to see a massive dropping on it. Notice how I chose from 2004 forward. But it's also important