First of all, HAPPY HALLOWEEN! So yesterday I found out about this great video; *Here's the continuation* Dang, I haven't been so inspired since yesterday's cat post. (Just kidding.) You really need to hear this video out if you are interested in this world. But out of all the videos on this matter and having my interest spiked up because of this particular video , I felt like I needed to write about it, as I'm continuously learning on the matter and it's truly fucking fascinating. Excuse my swear words. I understand that people see videos about what they are particularly interested about. That's why "Gucci Gang" and whatevs are so famous. Wait... IS THAT IT? I mean, is society that much obliterated to the point that that dude has more followers than Ted Talks . So I'm assuming people pay more attention to handbags and having material objects than to actual intelectual talks. There's an audience for all. People could be bot

Oh no, I'm going to be hanged because of this one. Unpopular opinion: Not everyone likes cats. I mean, come on. Look at these little pests that do nothing but harm those around them: No, I'm not being funny. I honestly cannot see where those animals make great living pets. I had several cats over the years when growing up. Confessing, I don't recall enough that time. Although in recent years, I did try to rescue one, he was so cute and calm. My sister called it "Ed". But it had a brother, which was a very shameless, invertebrate version of Ed that climbed everywhere and made a mess all the time.* I realized that I simply cannot sleep with animals that I cannot understand where they are with my eyes closed (Kitty Softpaws y'all). Gives me the creeps to see my bedroom door moving or to hear that something's walking on my houses' laminated floor. Like this. And imagine having multiple cats: Fucking creepy. Dogs are brute. You w

It's late in the morning again. I'm thinking about what to write that would make whoever visits this blog interact with me and since it's been 3 days since I last uploaded a post (sorry, I work part time and it's so dreadful, I'm physically drained after just 5 hours), so you'd assume that I have something reaaaaally special prepared. I actually don't. Yesterday after getting back from work at almost two o'clock pm (I leave at 1 pm and it's just around the corner, just so you know), we lunched and I've passed out on my sister's bed. That's how tired I am. Makes me wonder if I can ever get a full time job without having my soul sucked, dementor like. So if I don't post in like a week, please assume I'm dead in an alley. So, here goes; Back in the day I used to think there were a lot of celebrities, because whenever I turned out to, always somewhere were talking about someone famous. I had no idea what pink magazines we

One thing I cannot understand is the "Shop my closet" trend. I mean, I do get it. Everyone loves the idea of getting a commission for clothes they are modeling without physically selling them at the store. Kinda like sponsors for Influencers. Except, making a video for a "home-made" (or anywhere made, to be honest, takes originality) campaign is something that I find thrilling and rather exciting, and actually see the results (see Safiya Nygaard on youtube, for example). We get to accompany the influencer's journey on a before and after and get the description (assuming they are speaking the truth), about which clothes they are wearing. But when an image is still and someone tells "buy these clothes, they look super good! Use my *discount* code to get X% off!", how are you supposed to trust them? Yes buy... At your own risk. "But it looked good on the model!" The "model", who is a slim, thin and elegantly wasted looking figur

You read that correctly. That's the description of myself that I came up with, today. We all have the tools to improve ourselves. Take like, someone who wants to exercise but finds excuses not to, for example: - I'm too tired today. - Gyms are expensive. - Too much of a bother to take a trip to the gym. - Don't want to make a fool of myself in front of others. - Don't want to run on the street because it's dangerous. The list goes on. (By the way, those are the excuses I use on a daily basis.) I mean, come on. That's what I would look like on a treadmill. Instead, I found out this amazing thing called *drum roll* YOGA. It's great because it makes you sweat, specially if you are on a fast-paced exercise.  The thing I love the most is; my back and neck aches are gone and these breathing exercises really work.  The other day I was at my job and had to go talk with the administrative (which I hate) and my heart was pounding too fast. So I t

Hello dear reader. First of all let me thank you for keeping up with my blog if you do, and let me also apologize as I try to update every other day, sometimes it's hard for me because I think it would come out as bothersome for you. So today I was (again) figuring out what to do with my life and I think I have a pretty good idea. Although to be able to conclude it, I need some sort of marketing experience, which I have exactly none. Perhaps you don't know, but I'm not really a fan of universities/colleges or any institution that would force me to stay there for the minimum amount of 3 years to get a degree. (Oh no, commitment problems y'all!) I always thought that there were other good opportunities to get the experience, even if 98% of the jobs ask for a graduate degree. Shortcuts. Life is made for shortcuts, losers. Anyway, I started searching again online, but this time for something specific, such as marketing. Before, there were languages, psychology, cri

First of all, let me start with a selfie. Today. Just because this is a post about the latest thing I figured it works for me. I'm not sure why would you be interested in it, but if you try it for yourself and it does work, leave me a comment.  Also with my favorite song, which kinda sets the mood for the whole post; A brief introduction: I lived in exclusion, by my own initiative from the world since 2012. It has been 6 years, I finally understood what's been wrong about me; I stopped talking to myself: my creative ideas stopped flowing, my language skills dropped and my overall intelligence (not much, still valuable) also deceased (decreased). I started doubting myself because of constant opinionated people in my life, going from "the world is mine" to "I'm a pathetic excuse of a person who's aiming for a mediocre life just because everyone else is doing it." I said "I'm ready to surrender  my dreams and settle. I'

Hello everyone. I'm trying really hard to update this, even if I don't know exactly what to talk about, I'm just going to continue rambling instead. So I visited GoogleTrends , in order to pick a niche, or to find something to talk about that didn't include make-up, fashion, food, or any other thing that now a days kids and youtubers are constantly talking about. I know this might result in a lack of interest from other people, but I seriously cannot see myself filming a youtube tutorial or write a 2,000 word description on how to apply eyeliner, when everyone knows how to do that. I wanted more substancial, something that had to do with MY interests. I typed in "Goth" and it led me to "Gothic (lifestyle)". Everyone knows that there aren't many goths out there anymore and 1980's-2009's era is looong gone, so it was expected to see a massive dropping on it. Notice how I chose from 2004 forward. But it's also important

Do you guys ever stare at people dumbfounded, not sure how to react to their stupidity? I mean, we've all been there. Sure. Generally, the people I know don't like unwanted opinion. But then there are people who apparently, do. Like younger kids. The new kids (at least after 1993 and some before me, too), perhaps think that 'treating older persons like equal will empower them.'. "They'll grow up in the rankings on other people's backs, it's LE perfect ride". Perhaps they think that being unkind is "loving themselves". Because saying "please" and "thank you" is "outdated" or "out of fashion". Recently, I've learned that one act of kindness, especially for younger people, is overrated. Also, NEVER . Let me repeat. NEVER EVER . Ask for employment for somebody else, on your job. It's the worst mistake you can ever commit is that. Unless you are planning on leaving soon that is. Becau

It's 9:50 am and I am staring at a blank page, thinking about what I am going to say on my first post, ever. I've run blogs before, but let's just say that they failed. Miserably. I've decided that this one is going to be completely spontaneous: meaning, I won't create texts to please anyone, but I am going to try to fit in and more importantly, keep this updated. Not that anyone will read it, I believe. I'm a part-time goth after all. The term "part-time goth" came onto my mind whilst I was making fun of myself. Yeah, I do that a lot. I work in a place where they don't allow us to have make-up, different hair colors or even painted nails. Because we work with unprepared food goods, they state that "nail polish can scrape on the thins of the coca-colas" (even though we use gloves), for example, and that the perfume can "pass on to the food" (even though it's practically everything wrapped up in plastic). So I'm